Seeking : Virgo Routine && Libra Balance
- Elektra Flora
- Nov 16
- 5 min read
Hello World.
It’s me, Elektra Flora. I'm back.
I’ve had an extremely rough day and just want to write. I don’t care what comes out, I just want to hit publish at the end of this writing session. I don’t like letting copious amounts of time pass without writing. It’s my art, how I process emotion, and right now I have a lot to unpack.
It’s been just a little over a week since I returned from my EDSea trip. We sailed roundtrip from Miami to Belize. It was such a magnificent trip. It had its ups and downs, but overall well worth the investment. I have such beautiful memories, discovered new music/artists, made new friends, built stronger relationships with existing friends, checked things off my bucket list, and orbited my ass off!
I don’t even want to get into the drama with the boys so I’ll just put a pin in it. All I’ve got to say is that there are a lot of cute rave guys that just like to flirt and leave it at that. It’s all stayed on the dancefloor. I bring it up because I’m still dealing with the loss of my marriage. I’m happy to be divorced because that was not a healthy relationship for me, but I’m sad because I do desire a faithful partner (...or perhaps just a rave bae). I hope mine is out there. I truly am working on myself so I can be the best partner I can be.
Is that true though? Am I really doing my best?!
I seem to be going around in circles. I have NO STABILITY. In my homelife or career. It’s so frustrating. I left engineering in 2023… so why am I entertaining the idea of returning? Oh yes it is because I need health insurance and a steady paycheck. Ironic... the things I said I didn’t care about when I started this blog. I’ve been looking for full time work for 7 months now. I feel defeated. I'm tired of this type of rejection. I honestly want to give up. I don’t want to look for work anymore.
People were influencing me. Trying to get me to deviate from my path. I’m extremely impressionable and unfortunately I take a lot of bad advice. It’s what’s gotten me into a lot of these messes that I’m having a hard time trying to clean up after at the moment. I’m not blaming others as these circumstances are the results of my decisions… but moving forward I really need to tune more inward. My higher self knows what’s best for me. Not anyone else.
I want to do my own thing. Start my own business. Monetize my art. I know I can do it. I just haven’t gotten there yet and that’s because I was distracted by looking for work. Instead of filling out applications I could have been working on something artistic that can bring in income.
They say this Neptune Line is not the best for gaining material wealth and this definitely seems to be my situation. It constantly slips through my hands. I feel like I can’t get ahead. These are not stable grounds for Neptune is comprised of gas and liquid. According to Elina’s Alchemy on YouTube… I’ve got to learn how to float on this astrocartography line.
Looking back at my last blog post which was written in July (holy moly)... How much has changed? Don't forget that this past September we had an intense eclipse season whose energies are typically draining for humans rather than energizing or calming. There was a big sense of catharsis and release of old karmic patterns. I know I slept a lot during that time. I was healing karmically and it can be tiresome.
I’ve definitely seen an improvement in my physical health. I had been exercising consistently for a few weeks prior to the cruise. I had even joined a GymRat group that had a fitness challenge with other EDSea goers. I came in 5th! It was honestly very motivating and I like being in group settings. I am feeling more comfortable in my physical form today than a month or two months ago.
My mental health has not been the best. It’s expected though. I’m going through a lot of changes, transformations, and losses so everything isn’t all fine and dandy or smooth sailing. Falling for guys, crash-outs, depression, raving, creating, rejection… it’s a rollercoaster of emotions. Ups && downs. This is the tension I see in reality.
I need routine. A beautifully crafted Virgo Routine. That is my biggest hurdle I haven’t seemed to master in the past couple of years. When I was working full time as an engineer I had a rigorous schedule. I was working, studying, volunteering, socializing, and networking. I accomplished a lot and it led to burnout. Now I’m trying to find a schedule and routine that is best for me and my NEW lifestyle.
I want to create. I have so many blog posts still backed up in my head. I might as well write them out because I feel like if I put it out in the universe it will help me create. These are the 3 most important topics I want to write about (in no particular order) next and all 3 are pillars in my blog. Perfecto!
My Yoga Teacher Training Experience in Bali && Review on my Yoga School
Being Fashionably Sustainable && My Experiences in Keeping Clothing Out of the Landfill
EDSea 2025 && My 1st Time to Belize
I also have open decks this coming Thursday 20th of November in Raleigh, NC. I'm performing on the New Moon in Scorpio!! Synchronous because I've played on previous new moons. I have already started working on my next mix. So expect some new SoundCloud content. If you haven't checked out my latest upload it's a 1 hour Bali 2 Belize Mix I'm proud of and I love the track selection. I had performed this set for a morning coffee pop-up in Durham, NC back on 19th of October 2025.
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Remember that in order to find Libra balance and harmony in the tensions of everyday life, one must master the delicate art of Virgo routine. For routine builds a more stable life. It's a foundation that becomes a rhythm... just like music.
Take care. <3333
In Light && Love,
Elektra Flora